"I don’t think we can figure out all of our problems before we get married, but I promise you that I will just love you every step of the way."
me and you and our dogs all sleeping together on our king sized bed
When I lay down at night… I always, every night think of you. I think about your body heat keeping me warm, your bare skin against mine, your breathing that I listen too… I always know when you fall asleep. Your arms around me until you roll over like you always do and I end up holding you. Your hands rubbing my back when we watch a movie and how I always know when you’re wanting me to touch you more when you start grabbing me more pushing me closer towards you. Rubbing your belly and nuzzling my face into your neck and the smell of you. The musty smell of you that never gets old or goes away. I love every part and everything about you. Even when we wake up in the mornings and I always have to run up the stairs to the bathroom to pee right away. But, laying back down and kissing your smelly ass breath with my smelly ass breath. Watching you look at Craigslist and Facebook as I look at my Tumblr. Then, showering together.
When I’m driving, I think about our car rides together… Talking. Talking about anything and everything. When I ask a question and you go into detail and tell me things or stories about your family. When we hold hands in the car and sing along to your shitty ass ghetto music you listen too half the time… But, sometimes you do choose something good like ‘Smother Me’ and you squeeze my hand when the song sings about taking our hand. A Day To Remember, us singing the male and female parts… Playing on repeat.
Laying around with you… Watching you play video games. I could watch the tv for hours.. Until you start complaining your hungry and I make you food.
Going to a gas station and getting a fountain soda and you always drink more of it than I do. Or when we go through a drive through and I say I only want a burger or something but, then end up stealing your fries.
I love being in public with you and grabbing your hand.
Talking about serious things and you assuring me that things are going to go well. That we are going to make it through all of this. We’ve had our differences and problems… But, I truly do believe our love is stronger than all of this and we are going to strive in life. I’m here to get you through your hard times and encourage you and give you strength when you just want to give up. Your here to do the same. You’re my best friend, my amplified best friend until the end. I’m your ride or die, you are going to be forever mine.
I love talking about our future together, talking about what we want in life. Joking that we are going to have a baby girl… And you saying no.
I just can’t wait to start my life with you. Us actually getting to be together and doing this all the time. It’s never going to get old to me. I cannot wait for you to come home to a place that’s our home. A hot meal ready for you, a clean house that you feel happy in. To build a home for ourselves and make a family together. To share those moments crying, laughing smiling. To go through the amazing moments in life and experience them together. To get through the times so hard that you aren’t sure we will get through. I always want to come out stronger from those. I want to be that one person you have have to come too, to open up too, to tell everything too. I cannot wait to be your life. I know I’ve got growing up to do… But, I just can’t wait to grow old with you. That’s what makes the past/next couple of years worth it. Thinking about that. Keeping my head up, you have to too though. You are worth all of this for all of that. I love you.
I seriously can’t wait for colder weather.
Sweaters, jeans, boots, bonfires, drinking hot chocolate, Halloween, leaves falling.
I’m so excited.
Jeans and boots are good all year. Unless you’re a whiny bitch.
But I wouldn’t be who I am now
I’m surrounded by people who just wanna get blackout drunk for fun. Like nah man. Let’s go camping or take a road trip or do some stuff we haven’t done before. I wanna live.
"You are my 3 AM thoughts."
"A year ago we stayed up till 3 am talking
And today I don’t know how to even say hey"